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On Dancing...

    Do you ever, sometimes, just feel like dancing out of nowhere? Well, I do! And lately, it's not just times it's a lot!
    As you may know, from reading my previous post, I am a multiple- Meaning I have many different personalities my body. I say this because I have one named "Radio" that nearly constantly plays music and/or is singing. Therefore, I have constance urges to dance and sing aloud with it.
     Oftentimes this causes problems if I'm in public or just around "normal" people, (or "Singletons" as We like to call them) when I break out in song and dance- which what to others, on the outside of my head, seems to be out of the blue.
      But hey, what's really wrong with my own personal FlashMob! Plus, the usual response IS a smile or a chuckle. Now whether its out of joy or they think on just insane- at least it's a smile. Plus I really don't care what others think as long as I'm having fun and being true to myself and my insiders!
       So, today's question is:
      Do ever feel like singing and dancing out of nowhere-and do you, or have you, ever done it?
     Asked by: Radio &Step G.

PS. TODAY, DARE TO BE DIFFERENT!

ARRGGGHHH! Voicemails!?!

    Why have a voicemail, if you don't plan on returning your frickin calls?
        Riddle me this! Argh!
   Oftentimes, I hate the system-while I also realize I'd be homeless without them.
    So, what else can I do but be frustrated, When I'm sent around in a circle of worlds of voicemail systems- leaving messages which are rarely, if ever, returned.
    So my question remains: what's the point of having voicemail systems, especially in the government? Total waste of money in time if you ask me.
   My frustrated 2 cents,
        Step G.
     

Hanging in There...

    Just when I'm ready to give up, something comes up to show me not to give up hope just yet.
    No matter what, if I hang in long enough there will be a light at the end of my seemingly neverending dark tunnel.
     HOPE... always finds it's way in my life... All I have to do is  remember to NEVER, EVER give up!

Switching...

Well, I switched personalities for the first time I and the other group home people are aware of. Obviously, I freaked a few people out when "I",  or my kid part, didn't know anyone's name. The next day, I got blamed for "playing games" or "attention seeking" by the group home owner's mother (who is also our church's pastor). I can now see, that these people are not trained and/or are ready for my disorder. As well as, I can see I am definitely in the wrong place. I can feel my insiders brewing up a secret plan of escape. Hopefully, I will find a new and better place before something happens. God willing! I'm Out, Stephanie August 19, 2012

From Your Inner Pilot Light

"If you're looking for fulfillment anywhere outside of yourself, I'm afraid you'll ultimately wind up disappointed.

You won't find it in a lover.

You won't find it in a child.

You won't find it in your friends or family.

You won't find it on the New York Times Bestseller's List.

You won't find it in your bank account.

The only lasting fulfillment comes from within, where your spirit communes with Source and your soul comes back home.

When you find it there, you can access it anywhere, anytime, no matter how dark or chaotic the storm.

Where will you find it?"

I'm here, raising my hand,

Your Inner Pilot Light

"Thank-You For Trying"

"Thank You for Trying"

You try so hard to understand me.
To understand who I am, and
Why I do the things I do.
but no matter how hard you try-
      You Cannot.

You cannot possibly understand
without being me in living my life.
Sometimes you come amazingly close.
While many other times,
       You are so far away.

"You should be better by now..."
"You're so much better when you're working..."
"You need to..." "You have to..."
"I don't want to be involved..."
"I understand you completely..."

I know you try hard to understand-
and so often you believe you do.
But quite often the truth is...
    You are on the otherside of the earth!

AngelStarrs Fortress
August 2012

Assessment...

Well today I had my dual- diagnosis assessment at Highland Rivers. They asked me... "What is your diagnosis?"
The only answer I have for that is, "Is depends on the doctor, the day and the personality that is out!" What more can I say?
    Anymore D.I.D's out there relate? Can I get a witness?!?

Alone Still

Alone Still

Sitting alone, I cannot see,
just what god has planned for me.

Sitting alone, my mind starts to wonder-
When I'll be free from the stress I'm under.

Sitting alone, I tried to think of a time,
When being happy was sublime.

Sitting with people for years I have known,
It's odd, but still, I feel very much ALONE...

AngelStarrs Fortress

Why are all the Comics Characters White?

I was noticing the Comics section in the AJC (Atlanta Journal Constitution) Newspaper. I I was just wondering why all the comic characters are white, or shall I say caucasian? Hmmm...
    This is an atlanta newspaper isn't it? Just something to ponder upon...

Reminiscing...

    Stuck in a group home in Cartersville, Georgia. Feeling pretty lonely away from everybody I issing my meetings, my friends and even my family. Still, I am trying to make the best of it.
   I am remaining grateful for what I have. I could be on the street. this is a nice place, but not much stimulation.
    Making me think more about my dreams and goals for life- which is maybe what I needed after all.
     Definitely humbling...
Maybe my sponsor is right when she says God is doing for me, what I could not do for myself. I guess we will see.
       I will keep you updated...
    Signing out August 15th, 2012
           AngelStarrs Fortress

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